life is a journey too long and arduous to be undertaken by any person alone. this is why we have family, friends and a soulmate, or so they say.

they help to make the journey seem less daunting; they help to make the journey worthwhile. but sometimes, they add more difficulty to the already challenging task.

what to do.

they say that if you dash into aircon after sweating from vigorous exercise (damn hot), you'll fall sick. they say that if you eat laksa and icekacang together, you'll fall sick.

similarly. when someone blows hot and cold at me, I FALL SICK. that's how things are. that's how things will be.

i need oxytocin right now. ok screw that, maybe i just need panadol.

OH SHIT. i deleted the sms which was supposed to motivate me, fuck.
even though mummy's really mean to me in school, he's very nice actually ): he told me to study hard, and get through finals. then he'll go sing overnight kbox with me! and then he told me to ask him if i have any questions. (GANDONG ALR). and then recently he told me,
"i thought jc will be the most fun days in my life alr. but coming to uni and meeting you, i think things are gonna be different from what i thought."

HAHAHAHA ME LIKE MY FAKE MUMMY MAX.

(come to think of it, i changed the genders of two guys in my og alr LOL.)