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Sunday, October 17, 2010

i don't like it when i have to move over to this space. it usually means that i'm upset, no?

not really.

i've got alot of things to say. but i don't know how to. guess i've buried everything so deep, i have no idea how to get those things out. i don't know where to start. i don't even know what i'm feeling now.

i don't know what to do. ahma called me yesterday and i told her everything. every single thing that happened recently. and she asked me, "so what's the situation now?" i don't know how to answer her.

"then what are you planning to do?"
i would have answered, "nothing."

i don't even know what i'm supposed to do now! i mean, if all these signals that i'm getting are not real. i can just die. (ok no i won't die, but you get what i mean.)

IN ANY CASE. I'M JUST WAITING FOR MY STUBBORNESS TO KILL ME.
so... just let me be.