right, everything feels like a dream to me.
did it really happen? but i thought, i felt the sense of familiarity.

my gut feeling is very strong and accurate. even though it felt really good to be back in those arms, and it felt really nice to know that i'm not fighting this emotional battle alone, i know you too well. too well to know that, you're already starting to regret telling me those stuff, and that you don't really want anything to come out of this.

we're just going round in circles. and how awesome, i'm back to square one again. i don't want to be here. i need something more.

& i can feel it coming. should i bang another potential catch, just for you?
a few months back, i was still so naive. thinking that waiting could change things. but now, i don't know. how long can i afford to wait, how long more can i put up with this pretence. how long more before you give me a definitive answer.

how long more before you realise that i may/may not be the one?