i never thought i would be here again so soon.

i mean, this was the place i seeked refuge when stupid things cannot be up on the other place. technically, the less updated this is, the better im feeling.

this sucks. many days ago i was complaining about how moe doesnt want me. turns out they do. but bp still doesnt want their alumnus.

bukit VIEW secondary school.

i have 3 days to decide. to go or reject the offer. no offense but the more i stare at their cut off point, the more afraid i am. and bp is just different. no matter where you throw me, i'll fit in.

fck this. i should have stated clearly i only want to go back to bp. otherwise i dont even want the internship at all.

i dno why but im crying again. this is retarded. f myself.