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Tuesday, October 27, 2009

i really hate you.

other people have wonderful fathers who love them and appreciate what they have done, but not you.

no. all you did was to constantly remind me how stupid i was. how idiotic i am, how incompetent i will always be. and of course. all these, i took them in, without saying anything. but that doesnt mean that im blind and i am oblivious to what you said about me. dont we all have feelings? or is it just that i am really not your daughter. because nothing i do will make you happy anw. nothing, at all.

in your eyes, im just another mouth feed. i dread coming back home. if not for what happened last year, i wouldnt bother coming back home early at all. apart from those 2 little ones, there is nothing left for me to love.

maybe i should just leave.

you never gave me a complete home.