Friday, April 10, 2009
tear wells are dried.
life is just so unfair. nice people don't deserve such treatment.
they don't deserve to be upset when they did so much.
how i wish i was the casualty.
especially when it was down to the last 2 names in the list.
*
& i still do not know what wrong i've done to end up with her.
*
speaking of which,
i thought being there would make me happier.
but it didnt.
& i just dont feel the sense of belonging.
but yet i dont want anyone to see the vulnerable side of me.
i want to be the strong strong girl that everyone expects of me.
i really tried.
life is just so unfair. nice people don't deserve such treatment.
they don't deserve to be upset when they did so much.
how i wish i was the casualty.
especially when it was down to the last 2 names in the list.
*
& i still do not know what wrong i've done to end up with her.
*
speaking of which,
i thought being there would make me happier.
but it didnt.
& i just dont feel the sense of belonging.
but yet i dont want anyone to see the vulnerable side of me.
i want to be the strong strong girl that everyone expects of me.
i really tried.
date: 17OCTOBER, 12.07am.
drinking: milk :p
eating: cereal!
mood: sian-ness.
listening: taylor swift - mine.
reading: my notes ):
random: idiot.